April 12, 2024

"The anxiety that’s been ricing my lungs turns steely and sharp when I see a pale wooden door built into a hillside, framed by lava rock."

"It looks like the entrance to Bilbo Baggins’s house. I go in. A stairway tumbles down to a windowless, 300-square-foot room with textured walls, a bathroom, and a wooden bed that smells like sage. A single low-wattage bulb hums faintly overhead. It’s controlled by a switch covered with a hard plastic guard, which makes it difficult to turn off and on. That’s the point. This room and two others like it in these secret woodlands are the heart of what might be the country’s only established commercial dark retreat. This is a spiritual place, where visitors pay good money to spend long periods of time in crypt-like blackness, devoid of all light and most sounds, in an attempt to uncage their minds and, they hope, discover something deeper within... I flip the switch to see just how dark the dark is, and terror presses into me like 13,000 vertical feet of seawater...."

Writes Tim Neville, in "The Darkness That Blew My Mind/Embarking on four days of total blackout, inside the sensory equivalent of a tomb, our writer went on a dark-cave retreat, the same one that quarterback Aaron Rodgers did" (Outside).

34 comments:

The Vault Dweller said...

"The anxiety that's been ricing my lungs turns steely and sharp... terror presses into me like 13,000 vertical feet of seawater...."

Some of the figurative language the author uses seems overwrought for going into a dark room.

BarrySanders20 said...

Too late. RFK Jr already made his VP choice.

John henry said...

Are there eyebolts on the walls and ceiling?

John Henry

John henry said...

Sounds sort of like a sensory deprivation chamber. Though in most of those you floated on a bed of brine so you had not physical sensation either.

Very big in California in the 70s along with all sorts of other weird therapies. Most of them seemed like they were made to make you crazy if you were not already.

Though the idea of the sensory deprivation chamber always appealed to me. And the idea of the cave is something I would kind of like to try as well.

I was once about 5 decks down on a decommissioned aircraft carrier (USS Leyte, Bayonne NJ drydock) when the lights went out. Now that was REALLY dark. And scary because it was an unfamiliar ship and wherever you turned there were scuttles to fall through, things to bump your head on and all sorts of other unpleasantness.

My buddy and I had slipped away from a working party to go exploring. Probably not the best idea I've ever had.

John Henry

John henry said...

In Peter Hopkirk's excellent book "Trespassers on the Roof of the World" about attempts to penetrate Tibet from the 1700s on until Francis Younghusband finally succeeded in 1912 he shares quite a bit of history of Tibet.

One of the punishments for offending the powers that be was to be walled up in a cave with only a small slit through which food and water was passed occasionally. When the prisoner died, they bricked up the slit. One soul survived 29 years like that.

That was one of my first thoughts reading about this dark cave.

John Henry

John henry said...

In Peter Hopkirk's excellent book "Trespassers on the Roof of the World" about attempts to penetrate Tibet from the 1700s on until Francis Younghusband finally succeeded in 1912 he shares quite a bit of history of Tibet.

One of the punishments for offending the powers that be was to be walled up in a cave with only a small slit through which food and water was passed occasionally. When the prisoner died, they bricked up the slit. One soul survived 29 years like that.

That was one of my first thoughts reading about this dark cave.

John Henry

Narr said...

I don't get 'ricing' as a verb.

Am I behind the times?

John henry said...

Forgot to mention, Gay Talese wrote a great book about those California therapies but I forget the name.

Perhaps "Thy Neighbor's Wife"?

John Henry

John henry said...

In Peter Hopkirk's excellent book "Trespassers on the Roof of the World" about attempts to penetrate Tibet from the 1700s on until Francis Younghusband finally succeeded in 1912 he shares quite a bit of history of Tibet.

One of the punishments for offending the powers that be was to be walled up in a cave with only a small slit through which food and water was passed occasionally. When the prisoner died, they bricked up the slit. One soul survived 29 years like that.

That was one of my first thoughts reading about this dark cave.

John Henry

John henry said...

In one of Tom Clancy's books, Cardinal in the Kremlin, I think he tells of sensory deprivation used as an interrogation technique.

The prisoner, the daughter of a high official, was drugged and placed in a sensory deprivation tank. As she woke up, completely disoriented, a voice started whispering in her ear "Natasha, you are dead. This is the afterlife. This is all you get, you might as well tell me who you gave the secrets to" and so on. She gave up everything.

Afterward, they drugged her again, took her out, and told her she had imagined it all.

I found it really, really, disturbing.

John Henry

Howard said...

In highschool, we used to go spelunking with ranch girls in the Manson cave on Spahn Ranch at night and smoke opiated Thai stick and drink Crown Royale. It was always fun to turn the lights off for a while. We also would scuba dive at night near Pt Dume hunting for bugs. Nothing is darker than no lights on a moonless night at 40-feet deep. The black was palpable.

Doing something like that for several days just sounds like brain damage.

Aggie said...

Paying good money to be in a dark room where you have a light switch. Got it.

lonejustice said...

I once experienced "total darkness" while spelunking deep inside Jewel Cave in South Dakota when we turned off the lamps on our hard hats. I think I much prefer the light over the dark.

BG said...

I wouldn’t last 2 minutes. I know this by experience. Hubby & I went on a cave tour many years ago. It was either Mammoth or another such one. The guide turned the lights off so we could experience total darkness. I was on the verge of screaming my head off when the lights were turned back on. Obviously I would never spend money to experience total darkness for days. I will continue to experience sunrises and sunsets for free instead, thank you very much.

Lem Vibe Bandit said...

I don't get 'ricing' as a verb.

I thought of rice and how could it possibly end up in a man's lungs.

Lem Vibe Bandit said...

The anxiety that's been welling up in my lungs? Maybe?

Night Owl said...

What a drama queen.

When I took a cave tour six months ago the guide turned the lights off to show us how dark it was. You truly couldn't see anything. I didn't feel any sense of terror descending on me because I'm a rational person who knew I was in no danger.

Mr. O. Possum said...

The writer paid nothing for the experience. Outside, besides paying him to write the essay, would have covered his expenses. The more dramatic the better.

The WSJ covered the 'hotel' on its front page a year ago.

Great publicity.

mikee said...

The original 1968 Hawaii Five-0 episodes had the Chinese spymaster Wo Fat capture McGarrett and imprison him in a body temperature salt water total immersion tank until, IIRC, he was "swimming with the wahinis on Waikiki Beach" in his imagination. Steve escaped of course. The 1980 movie Altered States used total immersion tanks of body temperature salt water to isolate William Hurt's human body and free the mind (and other freaky stuff). The tanks were popular enough to be featured in TV episodes of sitcoms where users had a multitude of reactions, from idiots gaining intellectual prowess to obsessive worriers just enjoying a quiet few hours, depending on the character.

There is truly nothing new under the sun, including dark, silent sensory deprivation. Paying to sit in a dark cave can be approximated for free in any home closet with a towel along the door bottom.

Josephbleau said...

Nothing is darker than being underground without your lamp on. When taking someone on a mine walkthrough you always turn off the lights and tell them how deeply spooky it is. Kind of like putting a hat over your face.

But mines can be spooky. Once I had a Forman walk the faces before a multiple shot and by chance a big hoot owl had got down the air shaft. The owl flew at him and his green eyes glowed in his cap lamp beam, it started “hooooo, hoooooooooooing”. And the guy took off running thinking satan was coming for him. Fun times. He became a living legend.

chuck said...

"Stairs tumble", "terror presses into me like 13,000 vertical feet of seawater", the language is the scariest thing in the article, I fear for the future.

Ann Althouse said...

I too thought ricing was weird, but I do know what a potato ricer is so I understand rice as a verb.

Clyde said...

Life is too short to spend it doing unpleasant things that you don't have to do.

Howard said...

I was exploring an old silver mine in the Dixie Valley Nevada back in the day. I was walking down a long drift and came upon a very large stope off to the right. The entire ceiling was occupied by hanging bats. Apparently I disturb them and they all decided to fly out of the stope and down the drift. That was pretty disturbing and at the time I didn't realize I was risking some sort of serious blood disease. Once they were all gone I returned to the stop to discover that the floor had a Giant Mountain of guano on the order of 50 cubic yards. Once I got back to the camp and told the Colorado roughnecks about my discovery they wanted me to take him back there so they could harvest the guano and sell it back home. I went and showed it to him but the trip to the stop was rather arduous and apparently some of them suffered from undiscovered claustrophobia and so they never realized their dream of riches. Good times

Interested Bystander said...

I can imagine. I have stood at the bottom of a 1400 vertical shaft, part of a hydroelectric generation unit where just a couple of dim orange colored lights are burning. At the bottom there is a 3 mile long horizontal shaft where in the distance you can see a tiny dot of white light where the rushing water from the generator exits into another lake. It’s an eerie feeling being so isolated and helpless if anything bad should happen.

Tom T. said...

I agree with Vault Dweller. Although I also recognize that of course someone called Vault Dweller isn't going to think a dark room is a big deal.

Rabel said...

Sanitary toileting over 4 days would be a problem.

lonejustice said...

"Hello darkness my old friend, I've come to talk with you again."

Narr said...

I don't know what a potato ricer is, either.

No matter, I googled.

It doesn't clarify the author's usage for me but I won't torture the topic even more.

Lucien said...

Sex in total darkness is even more fun than regular sex.

The Real Andrew said...

“For the love of God, Montresor!”

“Yes, for the love of God.”

Oligonicella said...

I once worked at Atlas Wire. They made/make those chrome wire baskets you see in grocery stores. It was located in a closed limestone mine and was a good 1/8-1/4 mi underground. We drove down and parked in their parking lot.

One day the lights went out.

That my friends, is dark.

I quit right after.

Oligonicella said...

Just to be clear, I quit because if power was lost for a day(s), there would be *no* feeling your way out of there, not fear of the dark per se. I like the dark. Love the woods at night.

I then got a job laying sod. Not a great improvement but if I got pissed I could walk home.

Oligonicella said...

Just to be clear, I quit because if power was lost for a day(s), there would be *no* feeling your way out of there, not fear of the dark per se. I like the dark. Love the woods at night.

I then got a job laying sod. Not a great improvement but if I got pissed I could walk home.