May 27, 2026

"He was so arrestingly good-looking, with his black hair and blue eyes, and the ruddy complexion of someone who couldn’t be contained within the walls of a New York apartment."

"No one else looks like that, I thought. I was twenty-one. On a shelf at the literary agency where I was working as a secretary, I’d recently found a copy of Jack’s first novel, 'The Town and the City.' I’d stayed up all night reading it, with the feeling that it was reading me, that I could have been one of the characters trying out some new, free way to live after leaving home."

Writes Joyce Johnson, in "What Gets Kept/More than half a century after 'On the Road,' Jack Kerouac is still a literary celebrity. But fame undid the man I knew" (The New Yorker).

I’d stayed up all night reading it, with the feeling that it was reading me.... that killed me. I read the line out of context to Meade and he laughed.

When do you ever say, I thought I was reading that book, but, really, that book was reading me?

More generally, when do you ever speak of interacting with an inanimate object and reverse the usual directionality of actor and acted upon?

I can only think of one example, something I considered the funniest thing in "A Hard Day's Night" when saw it the first time:
 

"[His wife] might have knitted it"/"She knitted him."

I asked Grok to help me think of other examples, and it gave me the highbrow answer: "When you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you."

49 comments:

rehajm said...

when do you ever speak of interacting with an inanimate object and reverse the usual directionality of actor and acted upon?

In Soviet Russia...

mccullough said...

Hey Jack Kerouac, I think of your mother

Ann Althouse said...

"In Soviet Russia..."

Very good. Can't think of a single joke but that was always/often the structure of the joke.

Ann Althouse said...

“In America, you watch television. In Soviet Russia, television watches you!”
“In America, you go to party. In Soviet Russia, Party goes to you!”
“In America, you break law. In Soviet Russia, law breaks you!”

Nancy said...

What, you don't know the song from "Hans Christian Anderson"?
Now here's a tale of a simple fool, just glance at a page or two!
You laugh, ha ha, while you're reading it,
But you blush a bit when you realize
That it's also reading you!
I"m Hans Christian Anderson. Anderson that's who!

john mosby said...

"The book was reading me" is her euphemism for "I felt like he was fucking me." CC, JSM

bagoh20 said...

""When you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you."

Yea, that never made sense either. Philosophy can be like song lyrics. They don't have to mean anything or make sense. If they sound good and are vague, people will assume they are the dumb ones for not getting it, and pretend they do.

Saint Croix said...

We thought we were using AI

but AI was using us

bagoh20 said...

When you read on your phone, your phone is reading you.

bagoh20 said...

I stayed up all night fucking Steely Dan, with the feeling it...

Earnest Prole said...

You may not be interested in the dialectic, but the dialectic is interested in you.

Ted said...

Strummin' my pain with his fingers
Singin' my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Tellin' my whole life with his words
Killing me softly with his song

gilbar said...

Junior Brown's "Freedom Machine" (a love song about a car (or bike))
"..But now the world looks like a real calmer place
With the motor runnin' gold and the wind in my face
Even when I take it easy man, she still wants to race
My own little freedom machine.."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3xiImj2Ej8

I've had a few cars, that really seemed to like to race.
My '70 Plymouth 'cuda did NOT like to go slow

Narr said...

My abyss has lovely blue-grey eyes.

Narr said...

I was dialectic once, but a couple of shots cleared it right up.

Lazarus said...

A book is a very particular and peculiar kind of "inanimate object." It speaks in a way that a chair or table can't. "A book reading you" seems to mean that you feel like a character in the book and the author is writing about you. It happens when a writer is "the voice of a generation," and the feeling is stronger when your own milieu is described or you are a character in a roman à clef.

rcommal said...

Exactly, Lazarus! That's what jumped to my mind, too, but you put it more succinctly that I would have.

Regards,

Lori (reader_iam)

rcommal said...

Heh! Still typing too quickly and committing typos after all of these years: "than" not "that".

rcommal said...

Ted hit it, too, with the Roberta Flack reference.

rcommal said...

To use an old (outdated?) saying, it comes down to "I can relate." (Or, as a corollary, "I feel related to.")

Rory said...

Former pitcher Jim Bouton: "You spend a good piece of your life gripping a baseball, and in the end, it turns out that it was the other way around all the time."

Quaestor said...

Abysmal minds write for The New Yorker.

rcommal said...

Quaestor: There are some, but I was also exposed to some wonderful writers over the decades. Think Susan Orlean, for example, although there are many. Like anything else, there's certainly a mix. I go for the wheat I can find and leave the chaff behind. There's been some great wheat for which I am actually grateful!

Regards,

Lori (reader_iam)

Quaestor said...

Over the decades, yes. But lately.... Oy vey!

Saint Croix said...

“He gazed up at the enormous face. Forty years it had taken him to learn what kind of smile was hidden beneath the dark moustache. O cruel, needless misunderstanding! O stubborn, self-willed exile from the loving breast!

Two gin-scented tears trickled down the sides of his nose. But it was all right, everything was all right, the struggle was finished. He had won the victory over himself.

He loved Big Brother.”

RCOCEAN II said...

I feel my cell phone is talking to me, not me talking into my cellphone. But that's because it is. Shut up, Gemini.

RCOCEAN II said...

Yep, my first thought went to Yakov Smirnoff.

RCOCEAN II said...

When i was a little kid, I didn't steer the bike, the bike steered me.

tim maguire said...

The closest thing I can think of is "I got sucked in."

Saint Croix said...

You have no idea what your work means to me.

RCOCEAN II said...

Jack Kerouac - Poetry for the Beat Generation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dywFHScNecI

Like dig it, man.

tim maguire said...

bagoh20 said..."When you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss also gazes into you."

Yea, that never made sense either.


It makes sense to me. The abyss is not just a hole in the ground, a depth, but a presence, an awareness, that observes and ultimately manipulates and captures you.

tim maguire said...

That’s not writing, that’s typing

john mosby said...

Gilbar, how about Deep Purple’s Highway Star? “I love her/I need her/ I feel her/ Eight cylinders all mine!/ All right/Hold tight/I’m A Highway Star!” CC, JSM

Narr said...

She knitted him?

'My mother made me a homosexual.'

"If I buy the materials, will she make one for me?"

Old jokes, best jokes.

john mosby said...

Bag: This is no one night stand, it’s a real occasion…

Although we may be talking about two different Steely Dans!

CC, JSM

Saint Croix said...

"We're having an AI reveal party."

"Congratulations, it's a monolith."

Saint Croix said...

damn thing looks like my iPhone

Ann Althouse said...

It used to be common to say about a woman: "Her clothes are wearing her."

Howard said...

Therefore, ip so fact o the abyss is artificial intelligence.

Howard said...

This threadbare thread is wearing thin.

tcrosse said...

BTW that guy with the sweater was Victor Spinetti, one of those journeyman British actors (Welsh, actually) who appeared in everything over a long career.

Aggie said...
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Aggie said...

"...This threadbare thread is wearing thin.
..."
At least it's not coming unraveled.

Your TV and your cell phone and maybe even some of your appliances are using you right back. And worse, they're pondering on it, and sending you advertisements to match what you're consuming, animal, vegetable, mineral, or infomercial.

Saint Croix said...

When do you ever say, I thought I was reading that book, but, really, that book was reading me?

That's actually the theme of Rear Window. Jimmy Stewart is spying on all his neighbors, and all he sees is his fight with Grace Kelly.

The JerseyNut said...

"for many years I was a tater farmer, but the shameful truth is...the taters farmed ME" - Grandpa Abraham Simpson

Heartless Aztec said...

William Finnegan's 2016 Pulitzer Prize winning memoir "Barbarian Days" was reading me as I was reading it. Every word, every sentence, every paragraph and every chapter. He is the only writer who had the ability to put into words his life as well as mine. A rare talent that man. If I'm not mistaken he is still a staff writer for the New Yorker magazine...

Bryan K. said...

Tropic Thunder! Robert Downey Jr.'s character says "I don't read a script, the script reads me".

rehajm said...

In Tesla, car drives you!

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