7 जनवरी 2026

"When [Justin] McDaniel began teaching Existential Despair a decade ago, he came up with a set of ground rules...."

"Students would read only literature — no biographies or self-help books. He forbade them from taking notes so as not to distract from the act of reading.... He feels that great novels can be read as religious texts, too. Part of the point of most religious stories, he believes, is that other people have endured ordeal after ordeal — and somehow carried on. McDaniel gravitates toward books that deal with bleak subjects: torture, genocide, hopelessness, pain and sickness, guilt and shame.... As one student at the reading group... described him to me as the 'least human and the most human person I know,' meaning that his affect alternates between empathetic and robotic. He keeps a 'crying chair' in his office and allows students to sit in it and cry for 15 minutes at a time, no questions asked (he leaves the room). But now and then, he told me, some students 'needed a little smackdown.' During one reading session last spring, he lost his temper. The class was reading The Sheltering Sky, by Paul Bowles. About halfway through, a few students finished and started chatting. 'It was five or six people who could not stop their self-satisfaction, how clever and interesting they were. Finally, I had to unleash on them. I was actually cruel to them, but they deserved it.' He shouted 'Shut the fuck up!' over and over until the room fell silent...."

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gspencer ने कहा…

"McDaniel gravitates toward books that deal with bleak subjects: torture, genocide, hopelessness, pain and sickness, guilt and shame."

Include liberalism. Wolfe's Bonfire of the Vanities is a qualifying novel.

bagoh20 ने कहा…
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bagoh20 ने कहा…

I thought there was an over supply of unwarranted despair already. I don't experience much myself, and I don't need more. When my doctors gave me a couple months to live 20 years ago, I saved it up and still have plenty left to draw on as needed.
I do find great value in learning how people have dealt with it in the past, but to get it from fiction rather than histories or biographies is not alluring to me. The fact that it really happened gives it all its power for me.

Jupiter ने कहा…

We're paying for this craptastic nonsense because it is education and makes its victims more productive.

Jupiter ने कहा…

Wouldn't it make more sense to take the whole class down to the first light after the freeway offramp, and have them sit on folding plastic chairs with "Will Whine For Food" signs around their pencil necks? Now that's existential despair.

Peachy ने कहा…

Sometimes it just feels good to say "STFU"

Achilles ने कहा…

Most people in the modern USA don’t have the opportunity to be experience those formative moments where they must make a decision under pressure of life and death.

This class is a vicarious substitute.

Ficta ने कहा…

The Sheltering Sky is great. I want to see the rest of the reading list! The only other books I saw mentioned in the article were Ethan Frome, The Passion According to GH, and Watt.

PM ने कहा…

Maybe mix in some enjoyable bleakness like Catch-22.

CJinPA ने कहा…

He keeps a 'crying chair' in his office and allows students to sit in it and cry for 15 minutes at a time...

I hate to zoom in on a tangential point in a post about reading, but this crap is ultimately hurting young people.

That is all.

n.n ने कहा…

The burden of books.

Lem Vibe Bandit ने कहा…

YouTube: "With Sisu Anything is Possible." -- Finnish Proverb.

AI: "Sisu (pronounced see-su) is a unique Finnish cultural concept and philosophy representing extraordinary determination, resilience, and courage in the face of extreme adversity."

PM ने कहा…

And a great movie, Sisu.

Clyde ने कहा…

Sounds kind of cultish.

Paddy O ने कहा…

"Include liberalism."

Liberalism often attracts those who are experiencing despair but haven't been given tools to navigate it, so politics steps is as an insufficient way of alleviation. It promises, but can't fulfill, while also attracting sociopaths who take advantage of those in existential or physical crises to steer their angst towards political power and enmeshed corruption.

Religions that are very transactional about guilt management do the same thing (with the same kind of people often taking leadership roles to manipulate).

I haven't looked at the whole reading list he uses, but there is something very helpful in providing students with exposure to the emotions and narratives of despair, not for shock, but to train our own emotions and giving perspectives/tools to actually see these for what they are. Politics is ultimately a very surface level response to very deep and psychologically/emotionally challenging realities. In much of history, life itself was too all consuming to dwell on this, but now we have societies of significant leisure where the existential chasms just are present.

Kierkegaard gets into this whole thing so insightfully in his Sickness Unto Death. My second chapter of my book Hope for the Oppressor digs into that in light of Nikolas Luhmann's systems theory. Both of which together really helped me understand how our society is both very dis-integrating (we have separate 'selves' operating in different sphere) while also very distracting. We are among the most sheltered societies in history. Like kids who grow up in too clean of an environment have more problems with asthma and allergies, growing up too sheltered stifles our emotional maturity and ability to cope with internal or external stresses. Add also the fact that we also are exposed to more news and events around the world than anyone in history. Our society is both very emotionally shallow but also exposed to events (murder, war, etc.) that go far beyond the human ability to navigate emotionally. We are made for small communities and engaged with real lives and hardships.

tcrosse ने कहा…

How to end up as a character in a New Yorker cartoon.

Readering ने कहा…

1 in 10 Penn students applying gets into this religious studues class.

Achilles ने कहा…

Ficta said...
The Sheltering Sky is great. I want to see the rest of the reading list! The only other books I saw mentioned in the article were Ethan Frome, The Passion According to GH, and Watt.

The books listed in the article are hardcore. Grave of Fireflies could be added if you want people to really know how miserable human existence can be.

Smilin' Jack ने कहा…

If you want to read about how miserable human existence can be, I recommend The Jungle by Upton Sinclair. On the other hand, it makes your existence feel great by comparison, so it might not fit the purpose of this course.

Goldenpause ने कहा…

One more reason (as if you needed one) not to send your kids to Penn.

Wince ने कहा…

The class was reading The Sheltering Sky, by Paul Bowles [304 pp]. About halfway through, a few students finished and started chatting.

Evelyn Wood, eat your heart out!

stunned ने कहा…

My kind of person.

I read The Jungle after doing some genealogy research. There are people in my family 3 generations back who experienced the jungle conditions firsthand, I found out. It probably affects the DNA for a long while, this class would be right up my alley.

narciso ने कहा…

Love and fate which a tolstoyan effort by vasili grossman

Laurel ने कहा…

Consider the author of “books that deal with bleak subjects: torture, genocide”.
Each one spends time - repeatedly, daily, for weeks or months or even years - obsessively writing, pacing, rewriting, editing the same “torture, genocide” the reader will absorb. What is the mentality of such a person to dwell, wallow, immerse himself again and again in the foulest, blackest, soul-destroying pain imaginable, all for? A story. Not real. Imagined. Imagined! Fake! I cannot bring myself to let my mind rest upon such deeds, yet, like every serial-killer series writer, there are those who do and read such.
And then we pretend knowledge of the real world is best understood by reading pretend stories that aim, what, to better real life?
No. I put my foot down here. The world is filled with monsters. Justin McDaniel is a sadist with foolish masochists for his supreme ego (a crying chair, but only for 15 minutes!) whom he rages against when they dare to examine their “clever and interesting” navels rather than his.

Sick. Every single bit of this indulgence is a symptom of a man, his decadence, and those of corrupted mind.

Lem Vibe Bandit ने कहा…

Degeneres and Wife could probably benefit from a class like this...

AI: Yes, reports from late 2025 and early 2026 indicate that Ellen DeGeneres and Portia de Rossi have been spending time back in the U.S. (California) after moving to the UK, with sources suggesting they might return more permanently due to missing friends, harsh UK winters, and de Rossi's interest in acting, despite some housing complications with their UK property. While they initially left the U.S. after the 2024 election, they've been visiting, sparking speculation about a potential, though not fully confirmed, return.

paminwi ने कहा…

I see zero redeeming qualities in a class like this.
I just don’t get it.

Ann Althouse ने कहा…

I asked Grok to find additional books on the list for this course and got this:

Based on articles and syllabi referencing the course (or closely related integrated programs where McDaniel contributes sessions on similar themes), here is a compiled list of novels and works that have been assigned. I’ve noted sources for context, as the course evolves and not all are from every iteration:
• In the Dream House by Carmen Maria Machado: Assigned as the first book in some semesters, focusing on queer trauma; read silently in groups with follow-up discussion in darkness. 
• Revolutionary Road by Richard Yates: Used in an early experimental session where students read it in one eight-hour sitting, leading to intense discussions on relationships and suburban despair. 
• My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh: Explores apathy, isolation, and withdrawal; inspired some students to reflect on their own lives, including taking time off from school.  
• Self-Portrait in Green by Marie NDiaye: Discusses the malleable nature of reality, with a character reinterpreted differently each chapter; ties into themes of existential uncertainty. 
• Junky (or Junkie) by William S. Burroughs: Addresses addiction and self-destruction; assigned in past semesters to explore despair through substance abuse.  
• The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison: Focuses on racial trauma, identity, and societal pain; read cover-to-cover in class for reflection on personal and cultural despair. 
• The Sailor Who Fell from Grace with the Sea by Yukio Mishima: Examines alienation, violence, and loss of innocence; part of assignments on existential crises like job loss or illness. 
• The Wonder by Emma Donoghue: Deals with fasting, faith, and family secrets; used in sessions on food, deprivation, and emotional endurance. 
• Ethan Frome by Edith Wharton: A devastating tale of trapped lives, failed suicide, and enduring misery; read in alumni groups and likely course sessions on hopeless relationships. (From the original Vulture article provided.)
• The Sheltering Sky by Paul Bowles: Explores isolation, cultural alienation, and mortality in a harsh environment; assigned in a class session disrupted by chatter. (From the original Vulture article provided.)
• Giovanni’s Room by James Baldwin: Tied to humanistic methods and relationships; relates to themes of heartache and identity in despair-focused discussions. 
• Silence by Shūsaku Endō: Covers asceticism, faith under persecution, and self-denial; used in explorations of religious and existential suffering. 
• The Teachings of Don Juan by Carlos Castaneda: Discusses mind-altering practices and psychedelics; connects to altered states as coping mechanisms for despair. 
• The Cloud of Unknowing (Anonymous): Focuses on mysticism, silence, and the “via negativa”; aligns with themes of unknowability and existential voids. 
• Blindness by José Saramago: Portrays societal collapse, isolation, and nihilism; directly relates to cults, communal despair, and meaninglessness. 
• Narcissus and Goldmund by Hermann Hesse: Explores monastic life, friendship, and spiritual quests; ties into deliberate living amid existential questions. 
• A Single Man by Christopher Isherwood: Deals with grief, loneliness, and daily despair after loss; used in sessions on relationships and heartache. 
• The Vanishing Half by Brit Bennett: Addresses identity, race, and illusion; connects to non-self and meaninglessness in despair contexts. 
• The Temple of the Golden Pavilion by Yukio Mishima: Focuses on beauty, destruction, and longing; relates to non-self and existential emptiness. 
• Geek Love by Katherine Dunn: Explores family, deformity, and suffering; used in discussions on endings, beginnings, and empathy amid pain.

traditionalguy ने कहा…

Being a destroyed person for the fun of it is not existential courage. It’s self destruction.

But what do I know. I’m a Christian who reads a better book.

Ficta ने कहा…

Cool list. Thanks! I've read more of them than I expected. A few will have to go on my collosal "to be read" pile.

Narr ने कहा…

One down--Narcissus and Goldmund, in a fit of Hesseanism in college--and none to go!

Very liberating.

stunned ने कहा…

Thank you!

rehajm ने कहा…

Gloom, despair, and agony on me- ooooohhhhh
Deep dark depression, excessive misery- oooooohhhh
If it weren’t for bad luck,
I’d have no luck at all- oooohhhhh
Gloom, despair and agony on me....

I knew a gal who lived high up on a hill
Every Friday night she’d give my heart a thrill
One night I came a-callin’, I ran down the hill a-bawlin’
Cause she’d run off with some old fart named Bill

Joe Bar ने कहा…

This doesn't sound like a course I'd be interested in voluntarily.
Hey! There's a book on that list I've actually read! "The Teachings of Don Juan" by Carlos Castaneda. It was a long time ago, and I remember not getting it, then. I probably still wouldn't get it.

Char Char Binks, Esq. ने कहा…

This makes me glad I’m uneducated

Peachy ने कहा…

some walzian criminals attacked ICE agents in MN.

Jaq ने कहा…

"must make a decision under pressure of life and death."

You just take for granted that you want to live without doing the research?

narciso ने कहा…

Uncredentialed

Ann Althouse ने कहा…

The only ones I've read on that long list are "The Teachings of Don Juan," "The Cloud of Unknowing," and "Geek Love." An odd triad.

William ने कहा…

The books I even heard of, I actively avoid. You'd think he'd throw in something by Dostoevsky, but I guess that's Despair 101......I'd recommend Last Exit to Brooklyn. If you really want to enhance a dark mood and bring on the winter drizzle, it can't be beat......Maybe he could throw in something by P G Wodehouse as a palate cleanser between mud baths.

bagoh20 ने कहा…

I tried to read a menu once. I couldn't finish it. The ending was too filling.

Two-eyed Jack ने कहा…

Silence, Ethan Fromme and Narcissus and Goldmund. All worth the time and effort.

Skeptical Voter ने कहा…

A really good literature professor is a treasure. The fall of my freshman year, I took an upper division American literature course from a professor new to the college. There were 30 students in the class. Professor Hinkle taught me more about critical thinking than any of my law professors at Boalt Hall four years later.. Hinkle was a fantastic--and demanding--teacher. Word got around and two years later my future wife was one of 200 students in his class.. He required you to read--a lot--including say an 800 page novel between a Thursday and a Tuesday class. And you'd better be prepared to discuss it if he called on you.

Paddy O ने कहा…

That's a great list, thanks for sharing that Althouse. One of the challenges in teaching these days is building a set of readings that are both substantive and cover a lot of ground. While the latter can get bogged down in diversity for diversity's sake, it really is important to gain a wide perspective from different experiences and challenges if we are to 1) cover the breadth of a topic adequately and 2) have at least 1 reading that connects with each student while also providing a strong overview of the best material.

This does a great job of that. I've only read a few of those myself, and honestly reading the whole list doesn't sound fun, but it is substantively good material to engage and that's what education should be about.

Lazarus ने कहा…

"Narcissus and Goldmund" wasn't really a bleak, despairing book, was it? Not so say that it was joyful or a laugh riot, but it didn't seem terribly grim.

Mishima certainly was depressed. Consider how he ended up. I only saw the movie of "A Single Man" and wondered if Colin Firth would be as unhappy if he weren't gay.

"Revolutionary Road" is very bleak, but the characters' problems seemed to be things they got from college -- wanting to be Hemingway or Simone de Beauvoir or whatever, instead of enjoying what they had.

buwaya ने कहा…

My mom made us obsessive readers without such bullshit, and we made our kids (well, 2 out of 3) likewise, without yelling and screaming. McDaniel seems like a narcissistic ass.

buwaya ने कहा…

My dad made me read Prescott, The Conquest of Mexico, in Spanish, and my mom made me read War and Peace. Later I read Morisons "United States Naval Operations in World War II", (15 volumes), in high school.
I read our kids the Iliad and the Odyssey.
And etc. in massive quantities. Almost all were concerned with reality and actual human affairs, the doing of things, not self-obsession.
I think we all came out better educated, and more useful people, than McDaniels victims.

mccullough ने कहा…

Blindness is good. A great teacher would assign Blood Meridian and hold a gun to their head while they reading. Existentialism leads to suicide.

The Mad Soprano ने कहा…

Yeah, I'll stick to reading about Taffy 3 and their amazing victory over impossible odds.

Smilin' Jack ने कहा…

Many years ago I read Ethan Frome and Teachings of Don Juan, for a class I think. EF was pretty good; DJ was wack and boring. I read years later that Castenada admitted he had just made the whole thing up, which made me respect him a bit more. At least he employed his imagination instead of actually doing all that crazy-stupid-boring shit.

More downers worth mentioning: The Panic in Needle Park, Blue Water White Water, and The Butterfly and the Bell Jar.

Narr ने कहा…

I started on the Casteneda book but only got about halfway through.

OTOH I have read Nabokov's "Despair" and "Diary of a Man in Despair" by Reck-Malleczewen.

Peachy ने कहा…

Powerline:
"It looks as though the liberals are hoping to turn this incident into George Floyd 2.0. What they really should do is look in the mirror. There is too much loose talk about the all-American virtue of “protesting.” Yes, we have the right to assemble peacefully, and many of us do it often. But we do not have the right to form a mob that threatens law enforcement and interferes with the execution of their duties. That is a crime, and it is deeply unfortunate that apparently no one spends even a night or two in jail in consequence of such actions. Still less, of course, do we have the right to endanger law enforcement personnel by driving our vehicles at them. Such conduct constitutes a deadly threat, and it was the cause of today’s tragic incident.

UPDATE: Tim Walz gave a press conference this afternoon, in which he announced that he has put the Minnesota National Guard on notice that they may be called out, apparently to fight ICE. In response to a question, he mused about the possibility of civil war:"

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